Life getting complicated

Nowadays  my feeling was getting hard to choose what should i do. Especially is holiday, most of my friend think  that holiday is a good time for them to rest more. Maybe, holiday for me is really sucks...idk...i realize everything are happen so suddenly...my method to solve problem is very poor, haiz....i don't know how to continue my life. When i gonna shout to distress and comfort myself, but the thing i am alone....basically the word 'alone' already disappear in mind. Even though , i had passed my life for 18 more years with alone but nowaday this word 'alone' appear once again in my mind. It is very hard to forget it and sometime i think why i didn't have any sibling around to accompany me to have a closest conversation. 寂寞 我真的很想摆脱它~ really really hardcore~

Break time Sucks!!!! Study time Smile ^ ^ :)

During my study break, i just like spent the whole week in my room without outing with friend such a no life person...Lifeless....Since the start of my degree life, the assignment just like flood over my life...the time were fully booked by the assignment...especially is the English assignment fxxk my life up...BUT i like it because i learnt a new thing in my life to step the highest level of the ladder.Actually this sentence is not original for me is from my Management Lecturer Ms Su Zean...haha xD.....She quite a good lecturer and tutor...can challenge her with argument during presentation...haha NICE!!! Remain the single status of ME recently okay to pass over my life..After this week, two more assignment to finish and Mid Semester exam of course have to prepare for the final after one month time...especially 4 weeks more to go.....HAIZ...Coffee will always give me a good spirit to fight against EXAM and ASSIGNMENT!!! HAHA xD OLD school study style...